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Wednesday, August 31, 2005
i'll keep you my dirty little secret. the urge will never materialise. i'm going crazy!!!!!!!! ): 9:06 PM
today was damn ass gooood. (: first things first. i bballed with qiannie, natty, gena in the morning and it was TOTALLY EXHILARATING AND KICKASS GOOD! :D and then do-re-mi were damn irritating like those acnes that grow on your pristine face and eventually we gave in to them and played match with them. this is one revelation: keewei is undeniably good. (and ahem, someone adores him so much eh?) hahaha. :X we were all sticky and sweaty all over. which irked me loads. food galore in the canteen! qian was panicky about the pathetic amount of food we brought. i brought seaweed chicken, qian brought ang-ku-kueh (and i ate them!), shermaine brought fishballs and sausages and bock brought everyone's all-time favourite chicken wings! but in the end we couldn't quite finish the foods we brought along and even had to resort to stuffing junkies to other classes, who gladly accepted them. :D the concert was much much better than all the previous ones we had had. but i was distracted; i felt so grostesque; i was sticky all over and had to fan myself time and again to try ease myself. but to no avail. after everything finally ended (it ended late somemore), nat, audrey, faith, amelia and i headed to marine parade- roxy square. fine. i got bribed into cutting my hair. in exchange for nothing. surprising fact: i hate spiky hair! the top part of your hair. I DON'T LIKE. faith looked cuter. audrey looked good, nice to poke. and i looked like a total freak. a total gay. damn. i might as well shave botak. anyway, today is RETRO DAY! we had a RETRO PARTY held in school (the concert) and ROXY SQUARE was a rather retro place i must say. nostalgic? hahaha maybe not. just that the aircon there stinks once you step in but after some time it's okay. hailed many cabs which refused to fetch us, consisting of 5 people, to kovan. and there was this really nice uncle. i sat at the front so i had a 'nice chat' with the taxi driver, while the rest were happily doing heaven-knows-what behind. we argued. damn. he was saying there was no such place as paya lebar kovan cc and i argued no, there IS such a place and he was like digging deep into his brain. and he was so wrong. i kept quiet. the weather was ass hot and humid. we played bball. like, understatement. and damn damn damn i saw ______ when audrey and i emerged from the general office and i was like 'oh no damn it.' audrey kinda got excited and she and faith were really spastic. they ran to get a closer look. i should have ran too. i couldn't see really clearly though. oh well. audrey likes 8. :D we took some neoprints and i look, as usual, ultimately lame and spastic in them. ran into huiyi! hello! (: hahaha audrey kept insisting that the person is mini toons is __. and of course it's apparent it's NO like damn it's so obvious! factoid: __ was wearing sandals. anyway faith and audrey had to return home soon after we took neoprints and the rest of us went to continue playing bball. okay it was neutral. (: i think balling with qian is kickass fun. hahaha. wait i correct myself. balling with 2A is fun. umm yeah i think nat is yearning for a video of herself shooting. PS: i hope you can make it tomorrow!!!!!! hahaha audrey said i was hun2 bu4 shou3 she4 today. i guess it's true? i better do my homework now in case nat delivers good news! 6:49 PM
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
oh so the game's over? but nobody is gonna celebrate it. i removed my blog password after much contemplation and because people around me are complaining time and time again that having to enter my blog is a damn chore as the password is so long and hard to remember. fine. you all get your way. * the holiday mood has caught up with me since last friday. (if you aren't aware of it) though it's just a short one week of vacation but, i'm glad that we're given this september holiday, because it's another perfect getaway from school and stress, the fatal killer. hahaha damn i think CO practices are still held as usual and plus the teachers, despite the fact that it's going to be teachers' day in 2 days' time, are piling up homework for us to savour and relish during the upcoming one-week's-rest. thanks a gazillion; i don't enjoy homework very much though. i have many minorities reeling on my sleeves and i cannot recall what they exactly are. plus with my reluctance to jot them down in my handbook, and my senile memory, of course i cannot remember them. yup. my brain is jammed-packed. with God-knows-what? oh well. i don't have the answer for you either. maybe it's a signal that i need the next best friend other than the dog- the almighty spectacles. * i do hope fervently that no one chokes on the seaweed chicken tomorrow. (touchwood anyway!) but if you do, (touchwood) don't point your filthy finger at me. not my fault. :D 7:56 PM
once again, today has zilch to read. ): it's the same plain old things everyday, so it makes no difference anyway. i'm home quite early. damn. i'm so sorry audrey i didn't keep my promise by accompanying you.): i guess you're quite annoyed at my blase attitude sometimes; i feel so dizzy and giddy everyday i cannot quite decipher my actions. and i don't really understand what i'm typing here. today was quite good in some aspects. i paid close attention in class and balling was relatively neutral today. qian and i make quite a good match don't we? (oh damn guorui will be so envious) for this particular reason we made up, that is we own the same surname- YAP. yappers. does that signify the same yap blood runs in our veins? hahaha but at least we're from the same ancestors. i think. which might be a probable case. that's something nice to be aware of. (: anyway while i was paying close attention during lesson time, nat was dozing off into slumberland. it was so damn funny and she looked so damn comical. woah i don't understand when i try to catch 40 winks of sleep in class i'll feel that the teacher is glancing at me but for nat's case the teacher strolled past her several times and she wasn't caught. i guess i'm really an unprofessional at this. (of course la! i'm too much of a submissive student.) mr. siva is one sarcastic black ass. because of the mere activity that we were involved in, which was playing ball in school uniform, he made us go round the courts and pick up litter. that $#%$#!@# ! he even commented, 'you can run but you cannot hide', as if he was the big ferocious tiger and we, the innocent rats?! that is too much of a hyperbole is some sense, don't you agree? oh i wanna thank qian for threatening me to not let me eat her mum's homemade ang-ku-kueh. it so damn reminded me of the seaweed chicken still happily in the refridgerator in school. anyway i think i'll still get some of the ang-ku-kueh, though i don't quite favour them. hahaha qiannie i'm unstoppable! *evil cackle* and everybody, let's wrap this up. let's make a pact. let's start calling qian 'sammie' or 'sam' tomorrow and let's still go ahead with the ang-ku-kueh eating part as per normal. imagine the distorted expression of anger and helplessness on qian's face. what a sight. my dad agreed to bring me to the optician. (: maybe i change my mind about the haircut. but i still want my puma bag badly. sleep is heading my way!!!!!! aren't i excited! 5:39 PM
Monday, August 29, 2005
today's entry has zilch for you to read.): just some pointers that perturbed me like crazy today 1. i felt feverish when i woke up, so a headache came storming in after that. 2. math test was hard. 3. my english is ATROCIOUS. (i totally cannot take the shock) 4. my seniors were angry with me because i just merely ponned co. (which is not a habit of mine) they chided me and gave me warnings, which made me raise my eyebrow. 5. i think the teachers-students tournaments was insipid and boredom was reeling on my nerves. 6. today's balling wasn't that good. the headache made itself present and hindered my day. 7. i've got my darling old siemens back. (is this something joyful to rejoice about?) 8. tuition today was finer than that of any other days. 9. i learnt that Mr. Poland Chia is married and has a son. (I CAN'T TAKE THE OFFSPRING SHOCK PART!) 10. due to my really really forgetful mind i have once again been sentenced. 'guilty of charge of not remembering to bring the seaweed chicken home, which we left at the kind uncle's stall'. oh damn. so much for the damn high optimism that entrenched me yesterday. so much for it. so much for OH YAY I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO TOMORROW, ANOTHER BRIGHTER DAY! oh well. i'm busy consoling myself now. i'm wallowing in self-pity. (no one is pitying me though) hey ya, i know that tomorrow's gonna be a good day! yay!! i'm like SO looking forward to it alright. there was this train of thought that hit me just now and then in the blink of an eye the thoughts dissipated. i wanted to pen them down initially but it's sad that it's gone. wait let me recall. i still cannot remember what they were about even after thinking like some mad ass. ): haha this is one piece of news i know 2A would love to hear: IT'S GONNA RAIN SEAWEED CHICKEN ON WEDNESDAY. :D (hahaha i visualise nat gorging herself with the seaweed chicken) AHHHH QIANNIE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOU REMINDED ME WHAT I WANTED TO BLOG ABOUT! (: okay. here it is. RETRIBUTION DOES EXIST. for example, i've been planning my escapade for not attending co for a relatively long time. time after time i encounted failed attempts and today it was umm, i cannot say it's successful in any sense, but i ponned anyway. to disallow myself from changing my mind, i decided not to being my instrument to school today so i would be left with no choice but to skip the session. and so, you know Heaven has EYES, God is watching over us; He's omnipresent. He knows that i'm doing something that i should not ought to be doing today, which is skipping co and so He organized some retribution plan to make me realise my folly. AND INDEED- I TIO RETRIBUTION! (in my opinion) retribution is somehow a bad day to me. it can mean having a really lousy day or getting struck by lightning or what-so-ever negative things that have no good connotations at all. hahaha. so you know when retribution's awaiting you at your doorstep. it will get you someday. it will. 9:17 PM
Sunday, August 28, 2005
the importance of adaptability. i've already learnt to live independently and not to rely on others. i don't need people to be around me all the time. i just need myself and my shadow who's walking behind me. good or perhaps just normal friends are paramount. i don't require a best friend. a definition of a best friend is inexplicable. for those whom we claim that we are the best of friends, i seriously feel that our friendship is skin-deep for our nuturing age. there are still many paths to walk in this life, friends to find, love to pursue, a career to uphold. i don't swoon over guys, cry because of minor problems which are absolutely harmless, and most importantly, i don't get affected by not-that-important friendship problems now. loneliness, this feat i overcame. for i'm strong, and you must be strong too. (this is to you; i know you're tired.) and some that are granted the entity in my list of good friends are actually putting on a facade. for this, i feel blown away. i cannot believe that i possess such friends and that this mistake can be corrected soothes me. my friends, it's a hard life. we can tackle this. and good will eventually triumph over evil. this, we must believe in. * i'm going to need a haircut. (for the umpteenth time) i've changed in some ways. 1. i find selecting a topic to engage in over msn chats is arduous for me. 2. i would rather pick up a book or the newspaper to read and while my time away. 3. i feel really energized, as if something good has possessed my body and lifted my spirit. 4. happy. (: 5. i live for a purpose. and i have yet to find the reason. so thus i'll carry on searching. 6. i don't crave for a boyfriend or a bgr. it's uncool. and it will ruin my life. 7. i don't mind using my obsolete 2100 anymore. i think it's really nice to have such a phone. 8. i appreciate my friends. 9. i appreciate the things that i have. 10. i shall not hang out with hypocrites. 9:07 PM
relevalation(s): i'm going to buy a pink bag. that's so un-me. i am very very optimistic today. i tell others to cheer up but i do the otherwise. audrey loves the escape button most on the keyboard. entering password changed. :D i feel less fat and more hardworking. i have quite a sum of money. which i cannot wait to spend. but i dont know what to spend on. my mum's behaving in a childish manner. i encountered some backstabbing. i realise i don't quite appreciate her presence. and we know that tomorrow is going to be a better day. 12:05 PM
Saturday, August 27, 2005
you reek of utter shit though perfection beholds your face as your inside is hideous and incorrigible. EDIT. we're not going on tuesday. it's a wednesday. i've got my days all messed up. END OF EDIT. this corrupted world is incomprehensible; people are commiting weird stuffs. do i so not belong on Earth? relationships are mere trivial matters that are unessential. blown away by every heartbreak, crushed by emotions that cannot be explained. all is but a pretense. all is nothing but hypocrisy. poof. this is how lives are blown away. so much for the equal treatment and 'do not judge a person by his/her looks' thing. not an ounce of truth in it. biologically blessed people get the attention and the spotlight. ostracism is granted to those whose features cannot make it through the passing mark. why is it that man are given this cruel treatment and made to go through such a devastating life? castastrophe. it's looming ahead. 14th stage of life, this is what heaven has moulded for me. i'm not prepared for anything and everything. immatures claiming to be mature. it isn't even materialising when people are still behaving in such an infantile manner. if there were a perfect solution to all. fighting back takes more than what it is deemed to be. dig out your real McCoy and surrender it to me. 10:50 PM
audrey and i made a sort of pact didnt we? at least i know tuesday's going to be an anticipated day. :D to those i'd told i'd be returning for a visit on tuesday, whoops i'm so sorry. i don't reckon i would like to be back there, since i don't really remember what happened during primary school years. i'm like rather senile. so, no qualms about going back. audrey, if you don't bring me along you won't get your haircut done. that leaves you with no other choices because there's only one. yay. and i'm pretty sure patricia wants me there too agree? YOU HAVE TO BRING ME ALONG because i'm the 'street directory'; you'll find no way without my presence. *  sony ericsson's w800i  it's orange. :D  serves as a musical kit. factoid: my phone's plan is expiring, and when i upgrade it (soon) so i'll get to change my phone. of course everyone loves a phone with cool funtions and hippy-looking. do well for the exams, this phone's mine to use. yesterday m1 sent a letter to my mum (about my plan of course). they had some special offers for upgrading.  sony ericsson's k300i  panasonic's vs2 k300i's priced at a totally affordable price of $18. VS2 is of course much exorbitant in some sense- $198; its camera has 1.3 megapixels. panasonic's VS2 appeals much more to me apparently. i would a love a high quality camera. there are two options, to get the VS2 on some fine day or to wait for another few months. my mum reckons they would come up with more attractive prices for attractive and newer models because they are desperate for customers. i think the wait option looks brighter. anyway i am not in a dire need of a new phone. pass those exams with flying colours and i'd get my dream phone, which i have no idea of one.  nokia 6680 two cameras! how cool is that. (: * my grandma dropped over for a visit today. she gave $20 each to the both of us. and here comes my mum. "give me your $20s." of course we refused. she concocts reasons then. she wants my $20 to pay my handphone bill. blackmails, threatens but i refuse to budge. my dad was nice today. he was in an exceptionally splendid mood today. "felicia i heard that you're been a good girl these days..everyday doing your homework. i think i want to reward you." he hands me my allowance of $30 bucks first. so i have like 70 now. :D plus a nice nice reward of 10 i will soon have 80. (: like i was telling audrey, MAH BAGGIE. i'm gonna get it this week. yayyy. * i woke up so late today and wasted the rest of my day away idling around near the computer, the tv, my ZHONGHU (junmin heard that?). there's a math test on monday plus a hatable tingxie to mug for. so i will study later while enjoying the cool wisp of aircon in my 'cosy' yet messy room. i like this, I KICK U.G.L.Y NOT U.G.L.Y KICK ME. by the way, u.g.l.y is my new pet dog. (figuratively) it feels sticky around. my mind is whizzing into a thousand million plasters. my eyesight is unclear and i don't feel the same. time to bug my dad to bring me to the optician. 7:02 PM
Friday, August 26, 2005
the day passed relatively fast if you exclude the long intriguing cca hours. THE STEP-BY-STEP MANUAL TO THE FINE ART OF 'PAO-GONG'. 1. tilt your gong to an angle of 45 degrees. 2. press the gong mao really hard, and even if your hand is unbearably pain or even if it faces the danger of dropping off, you still have to press real hard. 3. with that, pull your gong up and towards the right side concurrently and then let it bounce back onto the hu. 4. zee ya juist god dit. (: but hello, it isn't that simple as it looks. you might go 'oh haha just merely bouncing boing-boing' but NO it still has to take practise to get it right. i reckon all of the sec 3s know the skill. and they pao gong as if it's nobody's business and no big hoo-ha, which on the contrary it's a big challenge to me. believe it or not, it's even tougher trying in vain to pao gong on a zhonghu. factoids: the zhonghu is big, gigantic, colossal, gargantuan. oops that a little exaggerated. the zhonghu possesses a gong with a fat and thick cane which is apparently fatter than the normal ones the erhu has. the zhonghu has thick and fat xians as well, which are relatively hard to replace. the process is tough and insipid. (quote: junmin) under the weight of all these disadvantages the zhonghu has, of course pao gong is more difficult on a zhonghu. this is where the ancient pithy proverb comes in. PRACTISE MAKES PERFECT. one piece of uninteresting news: junmin is my ge4 bie2. * on a lighter note, the day passed quickly because it's a friday today and it signifies getting released from the dilapidated and dirty prison at a highly-anticipated 12.25pm. and so we engaged ourselves in volleyball during recess. namingly natalie, shermaine, jingjing, wanye and i. great pity for qiannie- she wasn't present in school today. ): this point i would want to point out to the world: VOLLEYBALL DURING RECESS ROCKED THE HELLA US! (: if my memory's working alright, i think this is the second time i enjoyed volleyball that much i crave to play it. ahem, BASKETBALL FEVER IS OVER. i think i haven't been playing basketball for such a long time that i have long forgotten how to play the sport. and i guess my shooting deproves as well. obviously. and my time doesn't really permits. back to topic. AND I THINK WE STAND A GOOD CHANCE OF WINNING A MEDAL IN THE UPCOMING INTERCLASS. we can still work hard. (: i observed that playing volleyball with the above people i named up there is much more enjoyable and fun. of course. (we have some better ones and at least everyone bothers to continue the 'game') and duh, playing with mere amateurs and some beginners or to put it in a nasty way, lousy-at-it people, sucks big-time. i get boredom reeling on my nerves and sheer irritation. AND WHAT I HAD JUST SAID IS ALL BENIGN. * NAMAE: U.G.L.Y runs like a filthy rat chasing frantically after a filthy piece of cheese. chums tunes that hint apparently. such a cute face. kawaii neh! infantile attempts to be such. E.V.I.L! XXX is the root of all evil. 8:12 PM
Thursday, August 25, 2005
i got the finalised yet true meaning to that word. you might think i don't look but deep inside in the corner of my mind i'm attached to you so much for my happy ending so much for my study plan which i organised last night. well i did study afterall. i decided that going home bores me and i will get hooked to this radiating box (when my eyesight is like deproving like a bird soaring now..) thus causing the plan to fail. on a lighter note, i followed wanye to the library and did some work there. random things of today not of any chronological order. 1. shermaine and i were doing some lip-reading during english. 2. a piece of superb news: English Grammar Test Fail I Did Not. :D 3. geography test was acceptable. i reckon i won't fail? 4. i got introduced to some new game today. cartoon network! you go pounding on your keyboard because you can't remember the various keys for attacking. (: 5. i had pick and mix to cheerios. 6. i keep thinking that tomorrow is a saturday, a rather impossible wishful thinking. 7. there was no third language lesson today. 8. we received our class tees! well honestly i think it rocks! wanye was so excited about it that she wore it in the library and back home. 9. i dont know if kelvin kiw really knew my name or he just picked randomly from the name list or he matched 'FELICIA' to my spastic face. cowbell- MOO. 10. i think i ran into some person who looked really familiar on the 158 journey home. qiannie: be strong girl. life is filled with UPS and downs. i know deep inside you might be on the verge on breaking down, though you look so bubbly and cheerful everyday. we're all feeling confused, depressed, as well as stressed at the same time. hold on, nothing's worth a good wait. (: all the best for your exam tomorrow. you'll make it good and well, i'm pretty sure of this. and i'm always here for you. Here i lie watching the cars on the highway You're one of those lights that's driving away I'm standing in the dark wondering where you are I'm leaving my heart here in Echo Park. And the cars look smaller from here And the sky looks bigger from here And now that everything is clear Everything falls apart... 7:33 PM
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
you're totally unaware that you suck. so... YOU SUCK! (i'm reminding you!) oh my gosh i have this particular bad feeling that i won't be able to do well for my geography test tomorrow! TWENTY CHAPTERS IS SURE A FATAL KILLER! now, and plus that slacker ng we have as our teacher, i guess the endings of our geography tests are apparent enough for you to visualise? this fact i observed- I AM NOT DOING WELL FOR EACH AND EVERY SINGLE TEST. and it will snowball into lousy grades. i really really must work really hard- I WANT MY GOOD GRADES and i'm willing to sacrifice things for them- be it friends, time, sleep, basketball, computer time etc. well they don't seem to be in the right position if i rank them as top priorities while my studies come next (which is so ironic) and for now and forever it's going to be the first and at the zenith of my life. no more slacking can be withstood! since tomorrow is the ultimately perfect day to begin, i shall embark on my revision for the upcoming EOYs, which i suppose is a month away? equivalant to four weeks which might seem long to you 'aiya-still-can-slack' but to me it's like 'fuck-those-eoys-i-must-do-well'. and i'm going to do what i haven't completed. such as my maths corrections, studying for tests next week, start packing my math file etcetera. SLEEP IS ALSO INCLUDED. i was so happy today because i engaged myself in something i particularly enjoy but it's rather weird when i come to think about it. nonetheless, rid the grievances and hachets on my chest- i long wanted to blow this out into a tissue paper. well okay. in case this gets known to you, 1. i am so sorry for being a hypocrite. 2. i am not sorry for saying hurtful things behind you. 3. i would like to be enemies with you. that looks fun. 4. i hope you will change for the better but i won't like you still (nobody does) of course. 5. i dont think anyone likes you. (with an exception) 6. i love the look when you are being niaoed by other people. (i think it rocks!) 7. i always try to eschew you but it doesnt seem to work out well. i have collaborations now so HA. 8. i don't like/dislike/loathe/despise/hate/abhor you. and that is final. 9. so can you disappear once and for all? (unless God is so cruel!) do we SO love the CHARLIE ANGELS? *screams in sheer exhilaration* YES YES OF COURSE WE DO! the fan club mania has hit me. unabating feverish fan club frenzy! (the thing has done me some bad afterall) to know the truth, please kindly observe my reactions/body language when you are communicating with me and you would be enlightened. (by the horrific yet satisfying truth) i know there's gonna be so good a show coming up and i am anticipating it with great honour and boldness. do i look i am going to chicken out once again? i've got many superb same-boat-standers. BEAT THAT. 11:12 PM
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
81037681: blast you. there's this important thing i realised- geography can be easily crammed into your brain. pollution matters are like common sense arent they? (currently: chapter 32) i can remember roughly here and there and if you piece them together you will get a, uhh, not really nice jigsaw but still an acceptable one? my dad threatens to deduct 10 bucks from my allowance if i delete the photo. (he's acting spastic!) HA4. i am still going to defy him nonetheless (i know i will get my 10 bucks) and delete it when he's sleeping. :D wait wait. I DON'T TALK TO PEOPLE I'M NOT INTERESTED IN so PLEASE DONT BOTHER ME I DONT EVEN KNOW YOU. 81037681: I DONT COMPREHEND YOU. ass&assed ?!?! GET YOUR ASS OUT HERE I'LL WHACK YOU INTO A PULP oops. kidding. (: SMS-ing is getting mundane. there seems to be no topic to discuss about/argue over. i know, this one- 'Haha.' sounds familiar? i'm feeling so helpless. 11:34 PM
i know so happily yet terribly in my heart that, I AM GOING TO FAIL THIS JAPANESE TEST albeit studying so hard last night. this is cruel. so utterly damn cruel. i panicked when i did the paper. i couldnt seem to recall i single shit? and i was even certain i would do better for this test but it appears that the certainty is just an apparent facade. CONCLUSION: JAP MUST BE QUIT. (ed) i will just hang on until the year ends and see what luck has in stall for me. somehow i WILL persuade my parents to allow me to drop japanese. afterall it's still continuable in jcs. and nat and qian have been harping on the issue that new ccas will be created next year or so. so we're contemplating to join aren't we? my packed packed packed schedule does not allow space for a new cca. so, i guess one thing has to go? co or jap? or no new cca, unpreferable thing. (: (: FUNNY oh yeah baby kickass i'm happy for one moment in time today. guess! oh yeah. today after mayfong, her brother and i crossed the road with the green man already flashing, ms fang chye pin singled us out from the crowd. it was pitch black then and i thought what on earth happened- SHE CANT POSSIBLY SPOT MY REALLY LOW SOCKS in the dark can she. it turned out to be a stupid case. she just reprimanded us for crossing the road when the green man was going to stop flashing. (mayfong and i crossed when it was about 6 seconds left and her brother crossed at the last second) she has an erratic behaviour and simply eat-full-nothing-to-do attitude: she made us state why is it dangerous to cross the road. and IDIOT she wasnt satisfied apparently so she made us stand there like imbeciles waiting for answers to strike us. having just woke up from my snooze in the bus, i was feeling drowsy still and in a state of confusion. lucky mayfong and her brother were able to answer. and we got let off while her brother stayed behind for some more scoldings. i heard that she even phoned his parents and yak yak yak. SHE'S SUCH AN IDIOT! the supposedly beautiful day was then ruined by her- thanks a ton okay. fortunately the day was still ay-okay. (: but now it isnt okay for me. i'm so sleepy! can i feign sickness and skip school tomorrow? nevertheless... dont we simply adore that whopping 20 chapters to cram into our brain? it's mugging-oh-ho-muggggging time! do i seem like i really enjoy it? I THINK I AM REALLY UNFRIENDLY AND DAO! 6:31 PM
Monday, August 22, 2005
PRETTY PLEASE SOMEONE COME ZINK ZANK ZONK ME INTO OUTER SPACE! right. so. i have, umm, my JAPANESE TEST tomorrow and i haven't starting cramming things into my useless brain. please do not kindly notify me that i will fail/do badly again for this one. maybe i should contemplate the idea of 'tendering my resignation' for this language. since it, umm, takes up too much of my time. but what else can i do with the time? uh-oh not not never the computer. STUDYING'S THE WAY! studying kickass! (?) i was having a relatively bad time deciding if i should attend fenzu today but in the end i decided to be a really obedient and submissive ass and just go for it. oh ho so i went. and i did nothing better there. that precious time might as well be but nevertheless i managed to slip away half an hour earlier. which saved me a bomb from that exorbitant taxi fare and also TIME oh-how-glorious precious TIME so i was early for tuition! i think youbao was thinking that peijean and i were mentally-retarded arses. oh well. eww. i have to public transport myself to school again tomorrow. for the umpteen time i'm doing this for nobody's sake. MIRACLE 1: 5.45am is an unearthly timing to felicia tay. ahem, tai-tai. but i got up at the shrill voice of my walking alarm clock (my mum) and then dragged myself out of bed and realised, 'OH GOD IT'S LIKE SO F**KING LATE NOW 5.45 SHUCKS!'. then i rushed, and i rushed, and i rushed. through my bath, through my preparations for school, through the walking to the mrt. i practically rushed the entire journey. arriving at hougang mrt at about 6.19am i thought to myself that i was certainly and absolutely going to miss the 6.30am-scheduled 158 bus. BUT I CAUGHT IT. (x AND I WAS CERTAINLY NOT LATE :D do you see what's a miracle in my eyes? rushing does trigger an asthma attack, doesnt it? *breathe in, breathe out* 9:33 PM
Sunday, August 21, 2005
my mum offered to buy me the TANNING LOTION today when we were browsing around at watsons. i gladly accepted the offer but unfortunately they didnt have the product i wanted, so it's really a great pity because i didnt have to burn my pocket from buying that lotion. united square's watsons has it i think, but it's tanning oil. but nevertheless, i am still going to buy it and test it out. that uneven tan is simply irritating and not nice! i regretted buying that apple pie. F.A.T i feel now. and i got ripped of $1.40 from my ezlink card. PUBLIC TRANSPORT-ING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW. my dad's vehicle is so sickly that it has been two whole frigging weeks and it's still not done. nice thing that materialised today: i bought wanye's present. and that whipped me of $10 i had scripmed frugally and saved abstemiously. as i was saying. it's going to be another repeated 5 indubitably potentially fatal days with some pretended blase attitude. MONDAY is TOMORROW. TOMORROW is FENZU. FENZU is GOING-HOME LATE. GOING-HOME LATE is NOT ENOUGH TIME FOR STUDYING/HOMEWORK. NOT ENOUGH TIME FOR STUDYING/HOMEWORK is CANNOT FINISH STUDYING JAP/GEOG/DOING HOMEWORK. which totals up to be an unpreferred sleepless night. study shall me now. cheerios till 11pm. glorified slumberland toodles then. (: rest on my laurels shan't me. I LOVE OASIS. Someday you will find me Caught beneath the landslide In a champagne supernova in the sky 8:57 PM
Saturday, August 20, 2005
we declare in desperate unison- we want THAT. been munching on the remainings of my one week old not-very-stale-though famous amos and now it's vanished cos i ate it. :D this was printed on the back of the wrapper. How Wally Amos's Cookies Got Famous Originally Wally Amos, a true cookie lover, baked his cookies to share with his friends. Once he perfected the ultimate chocolate chip cookie, he started using them as his calling card and as thank you gifts. As Wally made his rounds in the entertainment business, more and more of his friends and clients asked for another bag of Amos's cookies. Finally with the backing of several Hollywood Personalities, Wally launched The Famous Amos Cookie Company in 1975. Today we carry on the tradtions of our founder baket. We still use the original recipes and the finest ingredients. Our cookies are bite-sized and crunchy; they are delicious! And Famous! I THINK IT'S HILARIOUS! betcha didnt know about the history well-received famous amos cookie. mmm. (: so now you know. i love these cookies! think you love them too right! they smell absolutely great and the taste never disappoints. superb cookies made of the finest quality. yeah. weekends are nice getaways from the problems at school. weekdays are killer days which make you stay up late to finish your work and you face a bunch of irritating imbeciles at school. and the worse part is you sleep late and have to wake up early. conclusion: weekends=haven (excluding the tuitions) when will i be unlazy to get my rubber bands? a piece of good news: i think i will be getting wangwang's long-awaited belated present tomorrow so, cheerios! and yc fan club blog will be up tomorrow. :D ahem, it's to provide a venting space for anger-headed people like us. please do not be led wrong. we aren't evil. 11:59 PM
TECHNICAL-IDIOTS. they are simply irritating as the acne you try to squeeze in a bid to get rid of them once and for all. they come pestering you for help on problems on the oh-so-mighty computer. i.e, creating an email, switching the computer on and off, where-the-hell-is-that-internet-explorer?!. worse still, after you reluctantly growl the incoherent instructions at them, they come back to you the following day asking you to re-teach them as they have forgotten how to operate and the cycle goes on. furthermore, they complain time and time again that the typing rate on the computer is like at an interminable rate. it's apparent that the computer is practically omnipresent and almighty but it aint no Jesus which can run at a speed that is faster than lightning. hello? what do adolescents like you and me store in our confidante computer nowadays? obviously it's engaging things that we reckon 'in' for our age. things like computer games, msn messenger, music softwares etcetera. the computer has blended itself into our lives and it is relatively impossible to majority who cannot survive without the temptation of pressing the on-button to the computer daily. that's an understatement. and i truthfully think that parents shouldnt snoop around their children in a futile attempt to check on what they are doing. when you spot them they will shoot you that i-am-purely-innocent-okay! look, and then they will interrogate you on what-the-hell-are-you-doing. explaining yourself they will then shoot you a i-dont-believe-man look and then they will conclude that i-know-you-talking-to-your-boyfriend or what-so-ever, which is entirely untrue. and it gets worse when they linger near you when you are viewing a photo-blog. bombarded with questions as you try to shove them away. they will probe further and then you blow your top and say "SHUTTUP AND GO AWAY LA!!!". how true. and what's the use of a mobile phone when people call you and you dont pick it up? or you dont know how to use those state-of-the-art functions? what's the point of owning such a prestigious and hip phone when you are a total idiot at it? you might as well be better off with an obsolete model which has no great functions at all but just mere messaging and calling functions. what's the biggie? - are you aware that i own an uneven skin tone? which means, that i have two tones. understand? i knew you wouldnt. i think some of you get what i am driving at. cos you witnessed it before. well. i have been searching for a solution to this problem- and i think i found it. 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(This may take several applications) -Contains moisturizers and Vitamin E -Won't clog pores -Dries quickly -Clean, fresh scent. kudos to coppertone (: four products that mark the end of my worries? i wonder where are they available. oh, that means internet-hunting time. but, are they affordable? i think i would gladly want the Coppertone Endless Summer Gradual Tan Moisturizing Lotion or the Coppertone Endless Summer Sunless Tanning Lotions. i dont prefer foams. yay i think they are available in ntuc healthcare or what. i am going to hunt them now. think they should cost approximately $20? oh no, maybe i would have to go from shop to shop to get them. and then it postpones my puma-bag-buying. i wish the sky would rain money!! the song playing is don't lie. I LIKE IT. if you dont that's your own problem. kindly press that red small box on the top right hand corner screen if you arent satisfied. I AM SO FAMISHED. 11:59 AM
Friday, August 19, 2005
that's so utterly hypocritical. the garbled words that spill out of your mouth are relatively crude and retching. dont you have a brain? i know, you have a bird brain- a small puny little useless bird brain. why not we just break off that facade of being nice when actually hypocrisy lingers around behind us? that's so, un-me alright. i am so bloody sorry for being nice to you when actually i think i think you suck so badly that we want to plot a murder against you. dont we? the bertrand lee screening was on today. it was um, relatively enjoyable despite the fact that i fell asleep halfway and qian was the sleep-catcher-culprit. i parted happily with my $2. (: oh yes i taxi-ed myself to school today! i wasnt in time to public transport instead so, taxi. yay. the taxi driver rocks because the fare was only $9 and my dad handed me $12 in his sleepy state but i was pretty sure he was quite awake then. i profited for nothing today. it's too good a deal. (: if everyday were to be like that, wont i make a mountain out of it in the long run? (you know i simply love that pink puma bag at takashimaya's puma shop!) another thing to add- english comprehension and summary test. well i reckon it wasnt really well done. i was in a confused state of mind. at 12pm promptly, i panicked as i realised i had the penultimate and last questions and summary writing to rush through. because i seriously thought that it was going to end at 12.15pm and i am going to be a goner. it didnt end at 12.15pm. but i am still a goner. laughing fits during volleyball. i dont understand why i was busy laughing at insignificant and unnoticeable and just plain stupid-in-my-perspective stuffs. okay- i am mad. and the rest just looked at me blankly when i came back with the ball laughing horrendously at, NOTHING AT ALL. shucks. i am really mentally-retarded in a way i contract gay laughing diseases that arent contagious cos the rest werent laughing like me today. they were all in some bad mood today. and i really am contradicting. laughing myself away when they are feeling dissed. that's so ironic! had the usual co practises today. it's becoming more of a routine for me and i am trying to fit it into my packed schedule. and then it becomes more packed and more compact. on a lighter note, mr quek is one spastic and gay conductor. he resorts to childish antics to try to explain the feeling we should adopt when 'whining' out our pieces. i guess we are so immature and childish that he has to do this to us. but we dont mind. at least i dont. it livens up the insipid atmosphere. :D speaking of immature, some arse said he/she was mature-looking. and i beg to differ. OH PUR-LEASE. GET A LIFE. i suddenly have this eagerness to pay another trip to the community library. weekends are going to be tons of mugging sessions. icky. Mr. L is the 2nd vice-principal for LALA school. He is accompanied by Mr. S the reputated principal who looks very very promising and an unknown figure (the other vice principal) whom the students can recognise by sight as he once reminded pupils to sing the national anthem loudly and with pride. Mr. L talked to Secondary X students today during assembly. This particular sentence that Mr. L said struck the students. "I am more than happy to work for Mr. S." And the students reckon otherwise. They think he wants to assassinate Mr. S and the other vice-principal to inherit the throne. dont you find it familiar? SACCHARINE-LIKE. i hope you know that i loathe you. tendency=likelihood. tendency=URGE. (?) uh-oh i think i am wrong. 9:15 PM
Thursday, August 18, 2005
just like a battlefield. we finger our pieces, and contemplate deeply about our next moves. cant we just quit it once and for all? i am so exhausted and tired from all of these. dont even want to think about it. it's getting unbearable. it is unbearable. if you want it, there, you can have it for all i care. and so the battle goes on?! well it will persist for quite some time i daresay. - the consequences of sleeping at 1am for three consecutive days. i flunked my english grammar test so perfectly that i am starting to feel so lousy. every single answer was wrong wrong wrong. sleepiness got the better of me and my concentration ability wore off and thus resulting in a defiency in work. twc commented that i am not fit to study higher chinese language. FINE then. well okay i promise i will sleep earlier tonight since there's nothing much to do today. (: actually there are some homework to be done but i just dont feel like facing the pile of pending corrections. i shall do the math homework later and wrap up my day with the straits times until i feel the eyelids close slowly and i am off into my slumber. (?) stress and homework is still grinding down on me. i read yesterday's mindyourbody and they featured on dental care. The Silent Predator This is what happens: The build-up of plaque bacteria creates toxins that eat away at gum tissue, cause tenderness, inflammation and bleeding. Ultimately, the bone holding the tooth in the jaw is destroyed, the tooth in the jaw is destroyed, the tooth becomes loose and falls out. The disease is easily spotted, said Dr Tseng. Gums should be pinkl and firm in a healthy state. When diseased, they are red and puffy. Also, "you'll see blood on your toothbrush because of the inflammation around the teeth," he added. after skimming this, i rushed into the washroom to do a check. my upper jaw has pink and healthy gums but the lower jaw is on the contrary. shucks. i better remind my mum continuously to bring me for a checkup, in case of...gum disease. never felt like this before. it isnt LOVE. it isnt LIKE. it isnt INFATUATION. it's pure hatred. i think i'm in dire need of anaestesia to numb my pounding headache and the unwavering hatred. ah okay i am relieved by the same-standing-boaters. 8:07 PM
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
felicia tay commented, "you're an evil meannie!" it's time for you guys to know the truth! I AM EVIL. the reason i have transformed into an unfriendly and evil martian is because some insignificant people in my life had done insignificant things and thus resulting in my significant detest and abhorrence for them. you all are as irritating as acne and should be banished forever. here goes. this is my HATE for them. to ABC- i hate you for DEF reasons, partly because you had to force yourself into my life out of the blue in the twinkle of an eye. you're so bloody egoistical and think so highly of yourself that it nauseates me! cool isn't the word for you, you filthy piece of shit. neither are you suitable for the phrase a grade above the rest. and you will never be. to GHI- i hate you for JKL reasons. one, you are so irritating! two, you are plain irritating! three, you are like extremely irritating! and guess what, one fine day retribution will await you- i am pretty sure of that. to MNO- i hate you for PQR reasons. one matter i would like to clarify- you have this horrendous tone that retches me. it is no wonder why the world dislikes you and recently i have 'caught up with the trend' as well. because of your presence that particular happy day was ruined. to STU- i hate you for VWX reasons. you never change albeit my 'reminders' to you. you just happily walk past me and poke your filthy cutlery into mine. WHICH IS SO DISSING. thank you. to YZ- i hate you for ALL THE REASONS IN THE WORLD! life-ruiner, heart-breaker. this is one official advertisement i would like to publish in the papers. elementary A-Z hatelist. - I LIKE VOLLEYBALL! (: nat i hate to break this news to you- both of your unprecious balls are missing. your uglily-scrawled basketball and your so-far-pristine volleyball. nothing much splendid occurred today. basketball and volleyball weren't even fun today. guess we werent feeling that enthusiastic. and we werent that in the mood to play those sports properly. had a really nice chat with wanye after school. and i blurted out my dislike for yada yada. (: i am so happy. oh-i-have-homework-to-do-again! this is a consolation: QIANNIE DOESNT WATCH TELEVISION TOO! oh yay i love qiannie(: 8:56 PM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
PROPS TO FLEA! (: HELLO? i *ahem* single-handedly completed our ACC powerpoint presentation, with thanks to qiannie for the pictures and wanye for the eh, long history of our topic, which she just indifferently chucked it in with WHITE BLANK SLIDES. oh let me repeat again- I FINISHED IT MYSELF FOR THE GROUP, and we're so going to get a very low mark. if we do, i know you guys won't push the blame on me but will console me instead so PS: DO NOT CONSOLE ME. make me feel guilty of charged instead. well at least i completed my 'job', of preparing the presentation which was dued many many thousand of weeks ago. i dont understand still, why is preparing the powerpoint my job? okay fine if you all argue that i volunteered to do it, weren't you all supposed to hand me the details and then i will do an almost-flawless presentation? action speaks louder than words. yet i can only see the invisible words flowing out of your mouths but for the action part, i think i will have to reconsider. maybe i would even have to visualise the scene, or perhaps, dream about it in the worst situation. our fugly powerpoint- a hamburger of utter rubbish which i dont really understand, a long and intriguing history which i dont bother at all to read and edit, many many pictures to 'liven' up the powerpoint, the same old backgrounds (to not trouble myself i stole them from our elearning's newsletter) for every single slide. about 30 slides in all- I AM PROUD OF MYSELF(: well at least i got please do not roll your eyes. thank you. i know people out there comment that i am a weird nerd ass. not because i am but because... I DO NOT WATCH TV. absolutely. 11:36 PM
actually, we all dont really like her. i dont as well. i am going bonkers seriously. yes i am totally going crazy! the symptoms of stress, is it? and sigh. as it turned around the corner, i spotted you on the other transportation. how great. then again, homework pressure and stress. sheesh. some things HAVE to be done by tomorrow. sometimes it's better to be alone. than to be surrounded by aliens from outer space. my life is going haywire and i am trying to put them back in place. success rate might be just a 70%. PS: I DONT WANT ICE-CREAM, to my sister who just asked me if i want ice-cream. one thing to note- i am abstaining from sugar (sweets, chocolates etc) from today onwards as far as possible. so pretty please dont ask if i want sweets because the answer is an apparent and resolute NO. 6:29 PM
Monday, August 15, 2005
state of negligence. i have just realised that i had been neglecting my work for the past few weeks, and my room as well. it has turned topsy-turvy and unrecognisable. all thanks to this going-to-be-bespectacled ass facing the computer 24/7. ahem. so i packed it harriedly just to make it look neater, which apparently isnt when you open the cupboards and look under the bags which cover piles of unwanted worksheet. no wait, i think i want them. they cost a lot of knowledge- those from learning lab cost a lot of money too. well i guess it's time to get back on track. what i had promised myself at the beginning of the year seems to have diminished. i cant believe i actually break my own promises. sigh. i really have to care now. the immense workload is killing me! i see the light now- the world's moving really quickly, even faster than what i anticipated. time to wake up dreamy blockhead! hope i really do. 11:42 PM
exactly eleven minutes to blog. i was atrociously late for school today. from what i have observed, i fail to attend flag-raising at least once a week. qiannie told me over msn yesterday, "COME EARLIER TOMORROW FLEA." and i told her it will not come true. so, it really did not materialise. hahaha. i am seldom early for school. (: shucks, i am like weighed down by this really scary overflowed heap of homework which consists of overdued work, pending work, corrections, dued-tomorrow work and etc. gosh. i really can't find the small space to breathe at all. it is MANDATORY to complete them tomorrow. i have science, japanese, alot of math, chinese, geography and some others which i still can do tomorrow. i cannot help it but feel stressed yet slack. ironic. helplessness flooded me when i stepped into the classroom today and settled myself down, only to find natalie beside me rushing her work- and that made me really stressed. freaky. and then i realised i do have alot of homework that i owe the teacher. yak. although my 'intuition' tells me that i have no homework at all, but actually i really do have alot. (quote: yuntong) three more minutes. i failed my physics test albeit studying for it quite diligently but as i have mentioned before, nothing could register in my flimsy brain. and then again, not-so-well-done math. I REALLY NEED TO BUCK UP! i hate failing tests, not handing in all my homework and worse still, i still can find this time to hog the computer. felicia is a superwoman, but one that fails in every aspect and yet still has the time to blog here. and EOYs are approaching. SOLUTION: STUDY. 9:19 PM
Sunday, August 14, 2005
this world is insane. gosh i ran into LESBIANS today! i didnt exactly run into them, i saw them in the NEL mrt. they walked in casually, and like what 'couples' usually do, they held hands. and to think i was so stupid to believe that the 'guy' in the 'couple' was a guy. do you get what i am driving at? the 'guy' was relatively fair. 'he' was fairer than the girl. cladded in a loose and oversized black shirt and baggy hipster jeans coupled with an adidas superstar 2, 'he' looked almost like a guy because 'he' sported spiky hair. and i kept looking at them weirdly. the more i looked at the 'guy', the more 'he' appeared to me as a girl. 'he' didnt own bulging brawns but yet 'he' had skinny arms that resembled a girl's. furthermore 'his' face gave him away- 'HE' IS A GIRL! or rather, a butch. lesbianism isnt that an exaggerated case still. the thing that grossed me out was that the 'guy' used 'his' finger to poke the girl's boob in the train and they laughed heartedly. now, isnt that gross? they seem proud to be lesbians. i gotta get going to my heap of homework soon. the sole proprietor of your affection- i dont stand a chance. now the memories of ___ are just hazy, pointillist images that have become distorted and unrecognisable. devastation gnawed at my mind when the truth was unravelled by myself. looking back, i guess i was just being puerile and fatuous. you are just saccharine and insipid, someone who happened to encroach my life in some point of time i cannot recall. 8:53 PM
it signifies the end. and i am willing to accept this ending. afterall it might turn out to be a blessing in disguise. my zhonghu seniors are really a comical bunch. funny. i guess i will have fun being with them yea? (; had a really nice and gay chat with huiling last night (or maybe i should say, very early morning) and i think the difference between seniors and juniors is practically nothing except the fact that they are just a mere one year older than us. i dont reckon that that one year older in age can make that a significant difference. we all have cousins yeah? and they are like mostly one or a few years older than us but we dont treat them like seniors right? formalities are usually overthrown by having fun and getting along well is another essential factor. hatred is one man's poison. i think my computer is entirely screwed by that stupid website- now, thanks a bunch okay. 12:26 PM
Saturday, August 13, 2005
audrey said, "your posts are getting shorter these days. but they are still interesting." fine. so here i am blogging, once again. are you happy to see my presence? (: about the interesting part, i beg to differ. the reason(s) why my entries are getting length-challenged. 1. dont you agree you detest the idea of reading about my life, where i went to, what happened in a day? i think you want more than that, dont you? 2. i would like to emphasise on significant events only. interesting ones especially. 3. reading a short entry can trigger your interest to find out more (?) and then you will visit this site of mine daily. 4. there's a password installed on this blog and who will get to visit it? only people i had given it to. so, bye-bye long entries. besides i reckon people who read my blog are aware of the things i do everyday. 5. short entries lead to scrutinising, long entries lead to scanning. this is because you want to save time. TIME, what an important factor to us. 6. you can read between the lines for hidden meanings! (but i dont often hide any meaning in them anyway...they are direct, unless you are really that stupid to go read between the lines. i aint no great author or what-so-ever anyway.) 7. i am such a busy person that i hardly can take off 2 whole hours to blog about the unsignificant events that occured today. 8. my english is atrocious. 9. i think my life is boring. you might fall asleep reading it. 10. BECAUSE THIS IS MY BLOG. some acceptable 10 reasons. contented, audrey? officially going to give in the temptation of not doing any homework/mugging. so long, ACC project. it seems i have to make a mess of you on the day before the next bloody boring ACC period. but i think i will still have to do the rest of my homework. contradicting! which is alot. alot. alot. almost crashing into the ceiling. i still cant picture the image of myself cooping in my messy room scribbling away and racking my small brain out. plus facing the pile of work is like catastrophic. if i dont do it, i would create more mayhem for myself. 9:15 PM
shudders. what is your reaction and feeling if your visualisation of the world starts to turn blur? you squint your eyes but you still cannot make out those familiar words that seem alien to you now. i hate that feeling. i want my impeccable eyesight now, provided that i can include the daily dates with my computer. and i unintentionally swallowed yet another rubber band. gosh, i think i will turn rubbery soon. you can then utilize me as an eraser- a walking eraser. isnt that something nice to ponder? (: furthermore it's free-of-charge. oh thats giving you too good a deal. rent please. i have this hated torrential flow of homework which consists of completed and uncompleted homework and projects. speaking of projects, can anyone be kind enough to help me with the ACC one? i hate struggling in chinese words. i know then you all will yak away that you all dont have a chinese-typing programme on your computer but is that a good excuse at all? okay never mind about that i feel so strangled here, just feeling like idling my day through because that's my norm. i asked my mum about purchasing a digicam and she said she was definitely going to get one. chuckled inside myself but she doesnt know that i am desperate for one. :D and then i questioned her about the brand/model she was going to get. her reply was that she would have a sony camera and one that has high megapixels and of the latest trend/popular and of course, state-of-the-art. and i beamed in my mind. (: shucks, i wish you can stop pissing me off. and you wont have my password to my blog so that's your biggie. ha so i have the right and freedom to say unpleasant things about you here. superb feeling. i feel so fat and rotund here so i have decided to go on a frenzied diet. step one, spend all of my money at the starting of the week. step two, stop eating and build a strong resistance to temptations. step three, make those around me eat more. step four, play basketball more often. and do sports/exercise. step five, tell myself that i am not hungry and i am full. A FIVE-STEP SERIES TO THE RIGHT WAY OF DIETING. 7:01 PM
Friday, August 12, 2005
hypocritical universe? perhaps. cheating isnt a crime, but you're just helping yourself deceive yourself. oh well. i had to contend with the convenient yet unconvenient public transport today. choiceless. traversing in the nel mrt in the early morning indeed feels good and a nice experience. surprises arise as you will see many students from schools in the west who take the nel. well okay i was almost late for school. just in time. now i officially dont mind playing volleyball. it's quite fun. qian and i had a whale of time today though we had only us to ourselves. yes we are improving! but after all that surfing the ball and hitting it really hard it is undeniable that our hands were red throughout. fortunate mine didnt end up like nat's, bruise on knuckles. weird. but it really hurts like shat now, it's swollen i suppose, to the extent that even when i swing my hand in the air it hurts. okay but volleyball was fun today- THE YAPPERS V-BALLERS?! ha okay qiannie. (: reasons i should stay put in co. 1. i want to be a part of syf 2007. 2. junmin and my seniors will be disappointed if i leave. 3. i reckon i shouldnt give up halfway through. 4. i feel bad like a traitor if i quit. 5. i already bought my instrument which cost a bomb. reasons why i should quit. 1. i dont have a passion for music. 2. i am not good in music and my instrument. 3. i dont get along very well with my batch. 4. i feel out of place. 5. i would prefer a cca involving sports. well at least i should stay put until sec4? and then, haha. (: how nice is i can juggle a new cca with co together plus third lang plus all my homework and studies. wouldnt it be nice? and i wont deny the fact that frisbee is indeed a nice sport/game to play (we had it for pe and i flunk it over to mantou and it accidentally chopped into the bball net. COOL!) but as far i can remember there's no such existing person whose name is frisbee what-so-ever so..just clearing this up. one valuable and realistic lesson i learnt today. practise makes perfect. 7:53 PM
Thursday, August 11, 2005
situation one: covered with a jacket on such a freaking hot day you walk carefreely to the mrt and when you arrive you start digging your bag for that familiar texture of your wallet but it was nowhere to be found. you curse. you remembered that you dumped it into that adidas paperbag after alighting the bus and you left it at home. this is the second time. all drenched in self-perspiration and unluckiness. utterly. situation two: when you reach home, you open the door with your keys. you spot a rotund fat ass sitting obscenely on the so-comfy couch reading the freebie book from MOE and then you scream and shout at disgust at her and flashed the mighty middle finger mouthing the words FUCK at her. you snatched the book back and because you were in a total frenzy you couldnt keep it in your room in a safe corner where she-who-i-hate-alot cannot touch. situation three: you went home at about 10.30pm in the night. opening the door with your keys again, you see a blanket of darkness as you stepped in ungingerly and flunk your slippers aside. you approached your schoolbag and that adidas paperbag which you remembered you tucked it safely behind your schoolbag. the book was sticking out for the world to see from the now-crumpled paperbag. at this point in time the-smelly-belly rolled down the stairs and you cant help it but show your anger and frustration. you stick out your middle finger again. and out came the silent whisper, 'fuck'. you just had the urge to grab a knife and kill her. situation four: you went into your room. you opened your shoebox containing your new shoes that no one is allowed to trample on, not even a fly. you realised that they werent in the exact position you had last placed them. you screamed and made a fucking din in the house. you stuck out the middle finger once again at that idiotic imbecile who desperately needs a spank on her ass. she defended her guilty deeds by acting angry and flew into a rage and ran into her room. YOU REALLY WANTED TO KILL HER AT THAT TIME. STAB STAB STAB. I HATE HER TO THE EARTH'S UTMOST CORE!!!!!!!!! likewise, i dislike/hate/loathe/abhor THREE idiots in 2A. get a life. get lost. scram out of my life! fakers. hypocrites. i can read your minds relatively well. especially yours. ARGH. i am blowing my top now. right now oh yes i am. new equation. TESTS+HOMEWORK+ARRIVING HOME LATE= NO SLEEP. 10:47 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
 one piece of warning you should heed: DO NOT TRAMPLE ON IT. you will get hell. twice. 10:42 PM
headache again. i am contracting myopia soon. no wait i think i have it now so... good luck to me! - today's movie date was spontaneously planned. we crammed details in online at about 9.45am and agreed to catch it at 11 by meeting at cineleisure at 10.45. now that's really impromptu. decision over the three attractive and popular movies was difficult. we chose the maid. actually nat was the sole one who made the decision. to me it's perfectly alright whatever we catch. they make no significant difference. still had to burn myself of 8 dollars and splurge on the f&b area. it's the seventh month now. and we're watching a horror movie (it's PG so we didnt have to sneak in and fake our ages). what do you reckon i am driving at? uh-oh. after watching the maid i feel maybe all those 'things' do exist. well okay i dont deny i believe in their existance and i AM personally superstitious thanks to my mum with her 'very superstition lessons' telling me about the do-s and not-do-s when i was younger. notice the emphasis on my last word. it means i am still young, lively and bubbly (?) and have a great life ahead (i am not too certain about that though). oh but i hope i dont offend those 'objects'. it certainly wont be a nice experience (that IS an understatement!!) traversed around orchard road. what's so nice about roxy? and ripcurl? i used to think that they were of supreme quality when i look at their advertisements and the items nat used to own in the past but now i think that..it isnt THAT nice. okay i dont deny the fact that they have nice designs occasionally which interests me but dont you think they are rather expensive? looking at the rate nat changes her belongings (wallet, pencilbox etc) freaks me out totally. oh well. bballed at kembangan. singaporeans are UGLY. what right do they possess to despise foreignors? we are neither eminent in sports nor the arts so what gives them the right to look down on funny-language-speaking people? no wonder we arent of top ranking in the sports arena. and what-so-ever. furthermore, those UGLY ASSES are younger than me (perhaps) and they arent even good at basketball in my opinion(they think otherwise) . we are often pulled down by such freaks living in our imperfectly perfect society. tarnishing the goodwill of others. you suck bad. orange-donning ass. ugly-bespectacled idiot. blue-cladded-tee gay. my dad fooled me by telling me he was coming. and he did NOT. i had to public transport myself back home. not appreciated. my headache made it worse, plus the day's weariness. dinner. god i am DAMNED hungry. after contending with half a day's 'i-am-not-eating' campaign. 8:43 PM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
shudders. cringes. misunderstanding. at least it's cleared up. okay i officially hate my template. i shall get those that blogger provides- they seem to interest me more and more by the days! i like them! i am getting really weird and eccentric these days! my mood swings from a certain low to a certain high. now that's pathetic. and this one's gonna be up on blogskins..i suppose? and you are going to scream in delight? no. ..this one sucks. felicia-self-made-product, how good could it get? i will try to perfect my english on my space here from the moment i am typing this to the day this officially closes down/i get bored of it and decide to be 'creative'. there's an argument on who in 2a is good in volleyball over msn right here. the parties involved, jing,qian and i. felicia isnt really active in the conversation. you see, she's blogging here. jing and qian are squabbling. felicia is the one who goes 'haha. lol.' we'll miss you. maybe i should take back my offending words that i phrased behind your back that fateful day. we all should. emphatise. oh maybe not. put ourselves in your shoes. after looking at it in another perspective i conclude that...(i think) you're not the one to be blamed? partially. and one great word. congrats. you have been great. okay we'll lend you the great shoulders where tears trickle/flow down in great streams. 11:57 PM
OWN UP. come out come out wherever you are. my day was spent like, poof, gone. see i wasted all my time that was meant to be 'oh-my-zod-i-have-mount-everestlike-homework-i-need-to-finish' but uh-oh no more no more no more. the mighty yet slow and laggy computer dominated my day. sigh. i am a total failure when it comes to managing my time. it's so sad a case. fancy spending your entire day (and it's NATIONAL DAY today) on the radiating box that emits nothing good but radiation that damages my 6/9 eyesight (so long 6/6! i think it's gonna be 6/12 or even worse). i think im a horrible utter noob at computer games. seemingly everything i play i wont excel at it (of course i wont!) and i would be classified as the lowest rank of it which everyone despises (that's not my fault). partly because i dont have a huge array of exposures to computer games and also im a slow player which dies easily (oh yes). ha okay after saying so much im still lousy at them. LOL. i shall make more progress in my game in the wee hours of the night. (they keep cutting me off. this is the innumerable-th time.) dissing. i feel awful here due to.. 1. headache myopia-ic 2. some confusing thoughts pounding my small brain 3. the thought that the world is really crashing down on me it really IS 4. the hints we pass each other am i being too obvious? 5. killing boredom and the fact that i no longer possess an online crapper the world seems to be drifting further away from me maybe i should dismantle my computer to make myself go cold turkey. the pros, 1. i can devote my time to other things reading, doing my homework 2. i can ensure that i am separated from the masses. what the hell is this the cons, zilch. so i thereby proclaim that my computer is just some unvaluable shat. things that turn me on absolutely. 1. YOU 2. days when i am feeling happy. 3. and the happy days help me play better basketball. 4. reading a really good book. 5. orange 6. the feeling of being appreciated 7. singing 8. passing thoughts that remind me of good ol' days/being nostalgic 9. someone to be there for me and can read me like a book. 10. a simple and carefree life i cant really think of anything that can really turn me on. guess my life's just mundane. just shoot me. 5:19 PM
Monday, August 08, 2005
 i want it as much as i want YOU. 10:25 PM
it then materializes, expected. perfectly alright. what a fine day. i got my shoes but they have purple so i dont think i can wear them to school. okay i saw this adidas superstar 2g or something and another pair which cost about 139+ i wanna get them the next time. (: damned i wont wanna dirty my shoes anyway. they were the last pair in the shop. :D had national day celebrations today. it can be described with one word- BORING. first up was 2k with they skit/play or what-ever-you-call-it and we couldnt make out a single shat they were rambling about. oh well. the pa system is dhs really is of the lowest standard. and the rest was still pretty acceptable. mass dance was alright too. mask-making competition in class after the unappealing concert ended. they threw us a pathetic pink piece of vanguard shit with torn edges and expected us to carve a huge masterpiece out of it. paired up with shermaine and ours was pretty fine at the beginning but in the end it transformed into a disaster. ha. the shades we painted were too inappropriate and weird. star-shaped ugly figure with national flags made out of my mentos wrapper as the eyelid. that was the only special part i liked about it. bball was good today. shooting was off but i dont know why i had the guts to dribble across those people blocking me. haa. weird. the only pity was that i didnt get to play much. another time then. co handing over was today which was a practical waste of time as well. so now i owe tons of people tons of present. bleah. wanye, audrey, keni, vanessa, junmin, waikit (and plus his math tb too) and some others i cant recall. sigh. im gonna get them their presents this week. xD oh so no more movie thing. went to orchard to meet my mum. and we walked from wisma to taka to tangs to wisma to taka yada yada. cos i couldnt find my perfect shoe design that i adore. haah. in the end we took a bus to queenstown to get them. and there are buses from hougang that go all the way there! yayy so i can get my dunks and my adidas superstar myself next time (x ! provided im loaded with wealth, quite impossible. i dont mind, im used to being a loner. well at least im learning how to be one. i think YOU and YOU suck bad. why cant you just forget about the whole entire idea? though it's going according to your 'plan'.. dont think i cant read your mind. I CAN. THE SIGHT OF YOU SIMPLY IRKS ME. i cant believe that i actually acquainted you for so long. 8:45 PM
Sunday, August 07, 2005
it was plain boring. we resorted to listening to each others' music solace in ultimate boredom. oh well. and then again, the ipod is not that formidable. neither is the cute lil zen. but as long as i love the music in them it's alright. stella's ipod is ugly. my zen micro is prettaye. duncha agree it matches like OMFG kickass shit with my braces? didum. dunch you agree that it sounds more like a verb than a noun? so do you get whatcha mean? okay. (: pls change your sentences and pleas. didum, noun. 'my zen's name is didum' didum, verb. 'can i didum?' NOT 'can lend me your didum?' NONONO. it sounds horrid and ugh-ish. that question keeps bombarding me. i have this strange fear it might materalize. well it better not. i might just storm off and f*** the people i see. i guess you guessed what was on my mind. stop hinting to me i can see through hints by your words and phrases. oh no. geog articles seriously dued tmr! ay. sadistic action- i have resorted to catching flies that zoom happily in my room now in boxes and sealing them up with tape to ensure a 100% no escapade for them. so far i have two. glorious! you invade my room, you DIE. my mum suggested drowning them in pesticide, which i think is another fabby idea but i wanna torture them to death. (x god. im evil. !! officially hungry, famished, starving. (: it was a good move. should i copy? i wouldnt have the guts. wish you could just talk to me. impossible. 9:22 PM
well well when i get back from my activities today i have to rush my geog articles. curse you ms ng. LAST ACTION: MONDAY MORNING. sucking bad. why didnt i do them earlier. so i reap what i sow. yayyy. the thought of TOMORROW excites me! 1. school ends at 10. WHEEPEE! 2. we're gonne wear red shirt. WHEEPS! 3. bball and vball after that! WOOTE. qiannnnie <3 natty <3 bballing. (: 4. charlie and the chocolate factory movie if time permits and the feeling's thr. YAYY. 5. getting class tee tmr. IT ROCKS for the first time: im saying this it's real true. E> my hp (2100) the temporary one for 12874298790 years sucks bad. it takes 98357982731897987123 seconds to open the inbox. types at an .......................................... rate. in other words. I HATE IT. quickly dispose it. :S I HOPE NOTHING/NOBODY WILL COME ALONG AND but i have a queer and strong feeling that something/somebody will. oh no. it's always like that. cant help it. and no saviour's there to save me. FUCK YOU FUCK OFF! pls do not suggest that fabulous idea. i will hurriedly run home and seek solace. 12:38 PM
Saturday, August 06, 2005
i just had a blackout. while i was blogging. so the whole thing was gone, i have to type it again. oh well. (: reasons why i feel F.A.T. 1. i ate oreo mcflurry. 2. i drank orange julius' watermelon juice. 3. i ate savoury tempura chicken burger. 4. i drank uber-sweet iced mango drink. 5. i ate 2 slices of chocolate cake. my tummy feels rotund. oh no. dieting days are forthcoming. aye. i ate so many unhealthy and fattening food today! but okay, playing bball on monday. yayyy. anyway today was flag day flag day flag day. beat after a whole strenuous tough walking here and there. ps at 12. bumped into jiahui and gang. reported at the collection point. junwen and i paired up. dhs wasnt the only school around, there were many many other schools. nygh, rgs, nan chiau, huayi, chij sjc&stc etc. ri had busking festival along orchard streets, so it made the situation seem gloomier. oh and there were many eye candies around. :D we walked from dhoby ghaut to the end of orchard road, about the forum there, and also far east area. hung around isetan cos there were many generous people there! another reason we lingered at isetan area is because riSE was performing there and junwen was going gaga over the performance. -_-" i saw shawn. or issit sean. dunch know. (= had nice mcflurry at macs lucky plaza and orange julius at wheelock place. yay. i owe junwen money. oh well. im burnt of money. at shaw house area the people seemed so kind. yet at somerset area it turned out that the population of orchard road is made up of snobbish asses mostly. we got dao-ed many times. :S saw laine's brother. so funny. and sherilyn outside ps. got her to donate as well. yayyy. (: whenever we bumped into dhs people we would haolian haolian haolian. 'FOUR 10-dollar notes, TWO 5-dollar notes, SEVEN 2-dollar notes and tons of coins.' junwen's statement. and the other party would stare in awe. haah. we HAOLIAN ma. props to junwen. mainly. they said she seduced them. oh no she didnt. i was with her. we were rather active. the amount of money we collected was no small amount. i think it totalled up to 80 bucks. or even more. (: ookay it was quite fun but tiring. after walking the whole stretch of orchard road and getting snubbed by harried people. those unkind souls. aww. oh well. took mrt home. i was SO tired i slept. for a few stops only. really slept. i was tired. dad picked me from hougang mall and then picked my mum and sis. dinnered. met chiat siang at kovan. HA. he was buying mini melts. AND I CUT MY HAIR. finally. i look like an infantile ass. hey but no more spiky punky hair~ sad ay. qian says, 'it's not nice laah flea.' and i wonder what comments they will assert for this one. YES NAT I AGREE THAT BOYS SUCK, THEY'RE WEIRD WITH WEIRD TASTE. hor. with the BIGGEST exception of ***u and ******u. can i pon the shicheng concert tmr? im lazy. :/ ha. which reminds me, i cancelled my tll tmr. so it means, shicheng concert. boo. i realise, i totally cannot fit in. i need cancerians to be around. now, zilch. aww~ taurus. capricorn. pieces. cancer. virgo. OKAY?? 9:55 PM
Friday, August 05, 2005
was up really early today. my mum thought that 4.30am was 5.30am. and so when my dad got up at 5.40am he said "oh no we're gonna be late again..6.40!!" and i was like o.O" saying "IT'S ONLY 5PLUS..?!" my mum and dad were =O and i was telling them i wanted to get up and study but my plan backfired as usual. oh well. umm. so i was the first few in class today. it's a surprising sight. qian came in and exclaimed, "WOW FLEA YOU'RE EARLY TODAY!" and im like OHH YEAA IM EARLY HOR~ haha. i went to copy science and math. mayfong is gayyyyy. we had a really spastic time laughing over there. and then she crapped-read my palm. it's lame. she was busy singing DONT LIE and WHERE IS THE LOVE and OBVIOUSLY then. haha. LOL. so during lessons i was singing songs i liked too. (: wonderwall-oasis, dont lie-blackeyedpeas and some others. haaaaa. so gayyyyyy. dont lie is so cute! haha. NONONONO BABY NONONONO DONT LIE~ had geog doubles. super boring. we were yakking away right under slacker ms ng's nose and she didnt even bother to request us shut our traps. luckily she's a geog teacher, cos geog lessons can usually dont listen, just study tb for test. so..HA4HA4. and had pe. and had math. got back math test. i did like..lousy. not up to my expectations. oh well. im sucha failure in everything. tsk. i shall work harder. (: after recess was hmm science and english. ms seah was damned shatty irate at us today. we werent payg any attention during her lesson. crap man. what shat is convection? i dont even know. argh. aye. then english was slack too. just did group work. CHINESE TEST! im not gonna do well again. lunched with gena. i need a new pile of foolscap. fenzu. i was the earliest for zhonghu today and then we had fenzu by khaiqi so i had to play alone, so noob! aww. dazu was ooookay. co ended at about 6. zzz. went home. yayyyyyyyy. have cip tomorrow! it will be at orchard area there. so..COME DONATE TO ME! ((((((; all kind souls out there. thanks. [= i still repeat, i need a haircut. OH WELL. WHAT A DAY. im gonna look for new skins. yayyyyyy. and download songs. (hor natty..) 8:48 PM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
if life were to be a FLOWCHART my life would be smooth wout any bumps on the road it would be planned properly by me myself and I. and of course i would plan everything to my advantage :D but would life be fun then? :/ ? - ahh. damn. shat. im seriously really gonna fail my chinese test tmr. ookay today, i blogged a whole shit of crap here and 3/4 of it was gone so...oh well. pity. im getting myopia like what i'd said. i reckon so? hmmms. okay a gist of today if you wanna read on and know. im taking this studying time to blog and relax, not my eyes and brain of course, but free myself from those chinese words. they look intimidating. oh no. i think im gnna have a chinese test nightmare then. anw, im planning to sleep late into the wee hours of the night and wake up at 4.30am-4.45am to continue studying. this is madness. maybe sleep and weariness will eat into me and my 'plan' will backfire again. one thing, i seriously cannot live wout sleep. others can make their day with just a mere 2-3hours of sleep but i cant. flea's a brat. very bratty. oookay. main points for the day. 1) i was early for school today. 2) it rained like it never did before during recess. freakg cold. we were all freezing! 3) math test was FINE but i think i had a lot of careless and unintentional mistakes. the last qn was simple. 4) nat and i were folding paper aeroplanes in ttg's period. he was on his usual 'speech-on-life' thingyy and he praised xms. ha (((((: 5) we had lit as a free period cos mdm nora didnt come. threw my aeroplanes around to test their flying abilities and to wreak havoc in class outta boredom. 2A's a really spastic class. 6) had jap today. today only 7 arses were present. dunno whr the world died to. moelc was unusually quiet and empty. fongsun made a solid and sound statement, "this shows that in moelc ri guys make up the main population" and i nodded and laughed in approval. 7) gena's friend's dad fetched us back to hougang. thanks. got off at xms. wanted to go in but failed. 8) went to the coffeeshop nearby to have dinner. early dinner to be precise. 9) we drank bubble tea even when the sign 'NO BUBBLE TEA IS ALLOWED' stared at us in the eye. oh well. i thought of things when i was eating. 10) gena bought satay and we ate. she has weird satay-eating habits. gross! 11) WE MET LOUIS AGAIN. twice this week aye. 12) i packeted dinner for my family. then we took bus. 13) i went home. 14) she went home. 15) i realised i lead an unfun life. so im an unfun person. 16) i was thinking about flag day on this coming saturday. shall elaborate on it tmw when i get hold of the details. hey rich asses outta thr, donate some money to me? i mean, to the can and wherever the money will land up at. hoho. im yawning. im giving in to sleep. oh well. nights. 4.30am it shall be. KICKASS MUG'G. (: ooh arent you fascinated? (x 11:36 PM
MYOPIA. oh no. i think i've got it. ohhhhhhhhh NOOOOOO! Symptoms -Blurred Vision -Headaches from straining eyes -Squinting blurred vision - QUITE headaches- YES squinting- NOT REALLY oh no. does that mean i have myopia? :/ NO. i dont wanna have it. it's saddddddddd! i had a head-cracking headache today. aww. and my vision was relatively blur. i couldnt see what was flashed on the transparency, so at times i had to squint my eyes to have a clearer vision. DO I HAVE MYOPIA? okay tell you what. i blogged a whole lot of shit and it's all gone. GONE. so guess what happened today then. okay. BYE. need to study. 6:29 PM
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
WOKE up late today. and duh late for school. reached school at about 7.35am, super duper late. oh well. didnt get booked cos i slipped in again. (((((((((: ooookay im feelg HIGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH again! i had my last piece of foolscap paper used today. and it was used for...folding my AEROPLANE. it flew really well. first shot: it flew from my seat and crashed into the national flag which was above the whiteboard. not a bad attempt. but was it a sign of disrepect for spore since it crashed into the flag? as in, not the real flag, but those kinda plastic and hard ones they place in classrooms. gettit? and so i was on a HIGH flying my paper plane after school ended. in class. i guess i am mad. mad arse. gena and wangwang were like.. SIAO LA YOU. there were some others like cherie ng and woeixin who were like -_-". HA4HA4. well i brought my plane home! shermaine drew a very ugly pilot for me on my plane which i couldnt decipher initially until she told me that it was a pilot and i was like o.O". oh well. and nat and shermaine vandalised my pristine and beautiful paper plane while qian and i were busy doing the lit worksheet. :/ i shall make a new one tmr cos the current one has a crashed tip, because it crashed a few times. understatement. I<3MYPLANE. ha4ha4. im so nice i helped gena do her art. painted the branches for her and jing said it was the most attractive part of the painting (which apparently WASNT) she was just merely being sarcastic. HA4HA4. oh yeah i forgot to add that...MATH TEST'S POSTPONED TO TMR. ookayy ms ngau you rock hard this time. ((((((: actually i would rather have it today. now i have to fret for it again. PE was gay and spastic today. they made us dance the national day dance thing which even ms tan reckon it was spastic. it definitely was. there were like a few classes that compromised sec1-4 in the hall dancing. stupid dance. it's like uber-gay. bballed during recess. hey it was not bad. i need to polish my rusty skills. I SHALL PLAY MORE BBALL~ uhhuh. we had a slack geog period. then had compo-writing for chinese. i cheated by copying a whole chunk from the changwensuoduan passage into my own compo. nat cheated as well. yayyyyyyy. ha4ha4. and acc was like..BORING. WHEN TEACHER ASKED WHO WAS THE ONE SUPPOSED TO BRING, EVERYONE LOOKED AT EACH OTHER AND IN THE END I SAID I WAS THE ONE SUPPOSED TO BRING AND I DIDNT BRING AND I GAVE HER AN INDIFFERENT LOOK AND SAID "I REALLY DIDNT BRING AND WE REALLY FINISHED THE PPT." well okay she didnt look pretty much convinced but who cares she didnt probe further. so. i lied. by saying we finished the ppt. it was a WHITE LIE so..heh. ;) and during 1.35 break we saw ms wee come out from the boy's toilet in the canteen. and we were like HAHA-ing very loudly. so when she came out from the RIGHTFUL girls' toilet she approached us and questioned, 'WHAT ARE YOU ALL LAUGHING ABOUT' and we were still HAHA-ing. she still had that i-not-at-all-embarrassed-ookay look. LOL. after school had erhu. which was a 15min lesson. DORTS. i need a haircut. sometimes i would rather be left alone. i hate it when people 1. parasite my food. SO RUDE. 2. use their fingers with long and sharp fingernails and poke me whenever they spot me. I SIMPLY DESPISE IT. 3. do things without consulting my permission. ASS. 4. KEEP TALKING TO ME ABOUT THE SAME TOPIC and whenever i try to change topic they will jump back to original point and yakkkkkkk away about it. oh well. 5. MAKE A FOOL OUT OF ME. im no moron. you idiots. OOKAY I OFFICIALLY DONT LIKE THEM SO... HA4HA4. JUST GET OVER AND ON WITH LIFE. we should be concentrating on STUDIES and not other things now. if you're angry just spit it out. if you have something you wish to say just shout it out. maybe you'd feel better. we're too young for mature stuffs. we jst wnt understand things. this like is OVERRATED. 7:58 PM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
I AM GOING TO FAIL MY MATH. IM A GONER IN MATH. i think i wont do the ACC project. so, too bad. and same goes for my chinese complaint letter which i have absolutely no idea what is the topic gonna be about. so too bad twc. ha4ha4. dhs teachers are eeeeeevillllllll. to the earth's core. i feel lazyyyyyyyy. the history of chengdu covers 17 slides. so? am i suppose to finish the rest? well ookay if im supposed to then uhoh too bad so sad im not doing it im sneezing away here and blowing my nose madly. i need to sleep. i dont feel like doing anything except mug super hard for my math. cant fail it can i. but i can at least do half of that indices ws ngau gave us today. no wait i think it's 3/4. yayyyy maybe i will pass. (: i always break out in cold sweat and grip my pen and start spinning it as i stare at the questions blankly with no obvious methods and solutions in mind. fear whip me. so im still a goner. oooooookay. im a goner. goner is me. flea's a total goner. when's the math period tomorrow? i think im gonna have nightmares about the test. oh well. i still must have my a1. IT'S A LONG DAY WITH AFTERNOON LESSONS TMR PLUS ERHU AS WELL SO MY DAY WILL BE LIKE TIRING AND ARDUOUS. i hate wednesdays and mondays (cos of fenzu and monday blues). i dont think i like any days. haaaaaa. BACK TO MATH. BYE. i will get my a1. i need my brain juice to be further digested. 10:01 PM
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Felicia studied in Dunman High School, loves elmo, is a major drama addict and is a cake lover. She has quit coffee even though she loves it.
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